The first couple of days of school were ehh… Seeing the same exact people in what felt like only a couple of weeks but in reality was three months was an anticlimactic experience. Junior year is suppose to be the hardest year of high school, and the loads of hw I had on the first day stayed true to that notion. My attitude towards the foreboding challenges i will have such as College visits, SATs and even prom is rather indifferent. I didn’t really care that i didn’t buy new school clothes nor any new school supplies, something that would be revolting to my previous middle school self. I had hoped in elementary school and middle school that i would have a boyfriend by junior year and that he’d be my highschool sweetheart and all that gushy cliched stuff. But now that i’m actually a junior… This future doesn’t seem plausible. Even if a guy was interested in me, i wouldn’t want another stressor on my life during one of the most difficult years of my “high school career”: the year that everyone and dreads and can make or break whether or not you are going to the college of your dreams. Still, i am making the assumption that i won’t meet a guy this year who’d lift me off of my feet…

I Wish i was good at a sport.

I Wish i could be good at anything i wanted without trying.

I Wish i was a prodigy.

I Wish i had the nicest clothes

I Wish i had a better charisma

I Wish i wasn’t so influenced by others

I Wish i would stop sinning so i could be closer to Him

I Wish i could control my anger better

I Wish i was nicer

I Wish i was smarter

I Wish i had a better relationship with certain people

I Wish i was more social

I Wish i had a boyfriend, a first kiss, the ability to even casually talk to guys! >.<

I Wish everything was easier.

I Wish that i don’t have to wish

I Wish i can be happier with what i am.

I Wish….

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